I wanted to stop the time, but I couldn't. It's a pity human beings are powerless at such times. I wanted to run after two of the most precious people in my life but I wasn't allowed. The security men were huge. I wanted to cry so loud the clouds crack but I didn't want to cross the boundaries. I'm a mother of two. Responsibility and self-control are qulities that I have to teach them. They look up to me. I just went to my husband's arms. My husband! yes, the man whom I love dearly. The man whose presence calms me enormously.
My Darling parents! You flew back on the first of January, a day which marked .... What can I say? Oh, yes I can say a lot! I can apologize you for all the heartache you went through during my pregnancy, the scare I gave you with my liver problems and the four weeks I suffered pains without going into labour. I can thank you for everything, coming to UK despite old age and sickness, taking care of my little family with all your heart and devotion.
My dear mother, you just cooked and cleaned and took care of us without any expectation. My dear father, you brought me fruits with your shaky hands while I was in pain. You flew here despite the fact that flying is not good for people sufferring from Parkinson.
Thankssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss although words can not extend the depth of my gratitude.
I love you my darling parents!!!!!!!1
Lots of Kisses and hugs from all of us
This is a real picturrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
Should I join?????
Should I support Manchester United Football team??? My brother wants me too!!
I'm in Jeans, HOORRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!
I'm a big boy now. When mummy takes me to the bathroom, I realize that I have to take a shower. I know where she changes my nappy and when she wants to feed me!! I smile a lot so mummy loves me more and more everyday.
I am happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Taha at 39 days old-kicking/smiling and babbling at 7am!
The Balloon Amir bought to welcome Taha:Thanks my darling son! 
Taha and Amir- Taha stares and smiles at Amir a lot- Taha at 20 days old and Amir at 11!
Taha deep in Thought/14 days old:
......and I kneel, put my head on the floor to say O' My Lord! I only praise thee. Thou are the one who granted me the most precious people in my life: my parents, my darling husband and my beautiful sons.
Since I've become a MUm, I understand how my parents have devoted their whole life to the well-being of their children. ُ I pray for their health with all my heart.
My darling husband, I always pray for you too. I pray that I could always enjoy your warmth, kindness and support. I pray that your sons could enjoy the wonderful support and advice of their clever and highly educated father. Thank you for taking care of us during the hard period pregnancy. I never forget how you held my hand when I felt too tired to walk, how you cooked delicious food and brought it to my bed at the end of my pregnancy, how you reassured me when I was scared or couldn't sleep, how you massaged my back and legs when I was in pain. And I am sorry I beat you once when I was in labour.
My darling son, Amir, you were amazing when I was pregnant. You always fetched things for me, took water to my bed and lots of other things. I love you dearly.
My Wonderful Son, there is no sun in London's sky today but my heart is alight with the happy memory of your birth. I still can't believe you are here. Let me tell you a secret. I will never forget four days in my life: The day I met your Dad and my heart sank of happiness as I instantly knew he was the one, the joyful day of my marriage, the pleasure of having your darling older brother Amir and the day you were born. 24th of October, 2am Daddy and I beamed with pleasure as we held you in our arms. I still can't believe you are ours.
I write the story of your birth later but now let's share a few pictures with our friends.
My Dearest Little Son,
Today, I am 31 weeks pregnant and you can't imagine my excitment as I am getting close to the day I could finally see your beautiful face. Here are a few things I have prepared for you and your dear aunties wanted to see. Daddy and Amir send their kisses too.
Dear Aunties, Thank you for loving me. Here are my Diaper bag and newborn kit.
ادامه مطلب
Rays of Sunshine is the story of my life and the three stars of my nights.
Life has always puzzled me! Sometimes I wonder how my heart can take the enormity of this world and how I can cope with the range of emotions that capture my heart. Emotions such as sadness, happiness, friendship, and love are so deep that sometimes all your body responds to them.
My dear friends, welcome to my site. I am the last chid and second daughter of a family whom I dearly love. I was spoilt as a child and I never thought one day I'll be a wife and mother of two with emotions that derive me crazy and I no longer would be the same spoilt child. Part of my childish attitude changed when I married but having my first son ten years ago completely overwhelmed me.
Amir was born on 13th of November 1997 at 9 O'clock in the morning in Saint Mary's hospital, Manchester (UK) after a long labor of 36 hours. When I held him, it seemed that the rays of sunshine have shone in the room and everything is brighter.
Now, we live in London and I am expecting my second child on 20th of October. This one is also a son and Amir is delighted to have a little brother.
I must dash now but I will be back with pictures of my darling husband and son. I will also load pictures of my little one's room and stuff.
